But oh well, i have sat here so long and pondered what the f**k im doing in life, am i doing the right thing. My girl is moving to Pflugerville/Austin area, so im going to, its just so hard cuz i have plans also. am i supposed to just drop them for her? i dont know i guess i just make everything a big deal for no reason. the other thing that makes me upset is that i doubt i can afford to move there, and i have had one to many long distance realashionships, and i know what the out come is going to be if i stay here.. idk its just alot for me to think about, i thought that CC might have a few kind words to make me feel better, idk if i get flamed for this i really dont care.